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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> I’ve been working through an interesting book about aging and how society – including medical practitioners – relate to those who find their loves changing. A 1908 book by a Harvard philosopher dealt with the issue why simply existing, having housing, food, drink and a degree of safety, was empty and meaningless to most of us. “What more is it that we need in order to feel that life is worthwhile.” <sup>2</sup></span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> This is a question that must have impacted the first disciples, both when they were with Jesus and when He left their sight. This is a question that I know has been in the front of the minds of people in Nepal. This, I’d guess, was a question raised during the train wreck in Philadelphia and, I pray, perhaps more importantly, in the aftermath of the earthquake and the wreck. What makes us human? What makes us happy, productive humans? What makes us feel that life is worthwhile?</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> I don’t think Royce refers directly to religion or to Jesus, I haven’t read his book. But the “answer, he believed, is that we all seek a cause beyond ourselves. This was, to him, an intrinsic human need. The cause could be large (family, country, principle) or small (a building project, the care of a pet). The important thing was that, in ascribing value to the cause and seeing it as worth making sacrifices for, we give our lives meaning.”</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> Not only do we “seek answers to life’s persistent questions”, to quote Garrison Keillor, in places that are beyond us, but we seek answers, we seek compassion, we discover meaning, we experience the joy of love in community with another or others.</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> The disciples discovered this, certainly after the crucifixion and resurrection but, in reflection, I’m sure they found that this is what was at the heart of their ability to come together, even in fear.</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> This is what we crave, too. We seek the Other, with a capital “O”. We long for not just one, but multiple encounters with God our Creator. We would see Jesus, especially as we go to the hospital, or get in a jam, or either deliver or receive bad news; but we would see Jesus as we spread peanut butter on bread, and put the dishes away, and iron or fold the laundry after it’s been washed.</span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> We seek Jesus, we seek the way that His calm voice and gentle breath was so reassuring. <b><u>THAT’S</u></b> why the Ascension and this “in-between Sunday” can be so disconcerting.</span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> </span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13.3333330154419px; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size: 10pt;"> I’m not just talking about the religious calendar here. I’m talking about those feelings we have when a friend, a confidante, is absent either permanently or temporarily. It doesn’t seem to matter for how long. We can be hit so hard; we can find it difficult to make decisions; we may discover that it’s difficult to crack a smile when we feel that the One we call our Saviour seems to have left us. Every single one of us needs to hear the words, “You’re not alone.” And we need to hear them frequently, the more often the better. Because when we’re accustomed to hearing them, to being lifted up by them, on a daily basis, no matter where we are, then we can discover hope, even in a Philadelphia train yard, or the countryside of Nepal, both strewn with the wreckage of life.</span></div>
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